我的小小的天堂...

我应该在出来吗？我不知道。。。

今天一大晴早就被老板说。。一直在做错事。。 天哪。。。

好烦。。。

嗯。。暂时没事，改天就不知道。。只知道今天差点遇到车祸。所以可以说，暂时安全。

Suddenly want to cry...haiz...I feel guilty..cause on tues my aunt called me and ask me about my bro's wedding stuffs. want to me jio the rest of the cousins to go together. Den i feel weird, cos these things should be asking my mother one...But due to my stupid curious. I called my mum and ask her...my mum sound normal. Until when i reach home, I saw my mum cried...Den i stunned qu, Asking her what happen? Den she told me she called my aunt and scold her due to my stupid curious question...

Wah Lao~! I very very angry, and say my mum, I just ask only and why go n called aunt and scold her.. Make me guilty, Make me feel bad.. and i try to msg to my aunt to apologise to her. She ignore me...I super super sad..Cos this aunt was very close to me de...due to my mum pattern. Go n destroy it...I super sad...

有时觉得自己好像做错了。做什么错什么~有时真的很想放弃一切~可是有人跟我说不要放弃。。说真的，有时想一想真的能放弃吗？我真的舍得放弃吗？我的脑里出现了一个答案就是我不想放弃~从一开始到现在我所付出的努力，假如放弃了~我做不到。。。

谢谢你们的凉解，很谢谢你们，我很感动很感恩~

有时不知道怎么了~觉得到底我做的对不对。。好乱喔~心情很不好~

全部都是我的错。我太自以为是了。好累真的好累。
我跟我自己说。。不要想太多了。就这样算了吧。。